that's right..
that retarded idiot that hacked my account on the swedish site called "helgon" (saint) for about a year ago now stole my deviation "autumn" [link] and submitted that on another swedish community!

I wrote to her and told her to remove it, but she is so fucking stupid.
she told me that I am pathetic and crap like that, she's not removing it!
I sent a message to the crew on that site so hopefully they will remove it. OH I HATE HER SO MUCH.
so now I'll have to watermark all my works in the future. FUN.
even if I'm not a famous artist, and even if that work isn't my best things like this really hurts. if it would have been someone else I don't think I'd get as angry as now, but now we're talking about her. she really ruined things for me.

I don't fucking get it she's still trying to freak me out, how dare she?! first she's hacking my account, ruin everything and then steal my works!? fucking idiot I am so angry right now I want to kill her slowly. putting a fork in her head or throw her to hamsters with rabies and lepra so they can chew her to death or anything similiar to that.



..GRAGH.


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I you so much!



btw no features today, I'm so sorry. I'm too freaking angry to concentrate.

I decided to get a new css journal design again..
I think this design is so lovely, just couldn't resist.

there isn't very much to say, really. my head hurts so badly and I'm off to bed any moment now. I need some serious cure to that headache.. it feels like someone is drilling at the right side of my head and I'm going nuts.

it's my mothers 50 birthday soon, I am looking forward to it. good food and the CAKE she use to bake.. I can hear the angels sing!





anyway..
on acela-front, nothing to say. I am thirsty but too lazy to get some water. besides if I move now my head will probably fall off and the cats will start playing with it. and I am too tired to even know what I am talking about. eh.. heh.
and, about the folk-school I mentioned in another journal.. there was some problems because I didn't have job-references and no eduacation.. so they said "we're sorry but without these important things we can't do anything" but the day before yesterday, I got a letter home where they told me that I can join them anyway! they took me in just because of the work I've done, like photos, drawings etc. so I actually came in without all that important stuff!..
my self-confidence raised a bit there..


by the way.. there is a girl in sweden that was raped and murdered for about a week ago.. she was 10 years old. T E N. she was on her way home on her bicykle, had just been out training football. it's so horrible, I have followed every little news about her in the newspapers. She lived in a place called Stjärnsund and it's not really that far from here. it could have been my little sister, the world is so sick! rest in peace, Engla.



Features:
I love you so much!









..and some lovely nature-photos.